Do you believe in Magic?

DAY FIFTY-SIX: Something you did as a child that other people remember you for.

Well when I was like 3, my mom would tell me to come inside to go to the bathroom but I would be too busy playing in the dirt so I would wet my pants and continue playing and ever since then my whole family has always referred to me as "making mud". Not the prettiest story ever but its definitely stuck through the years. haha thanks family!

37 DAYS LEFT!

I don't mind, havin that someone around.

This morning I woke up to a hurricane outside, a headache, and a cough. lol not a good way to start the day.
All day this weather has been pretty crappy and I'm not liking it at all. I can't wait for school to be over!!

38 DAYS LEFT!

That means only 5 more weekends in pullman, 13 more English, Pysch and History of Rock and roll classes, 9 UColl and gen ed classes. how awesome does that sound!?

ALSO! BIG NEWS! I decided to take the Disney College Program next Spring so I don't have to pay and decide right now! I found out that there is a way to stay in the system and take the offer at a different time. :)

Awesome. I know! haha

Well Im off to go get a coffee and do some study tables! yay. NOT.

DAY FIFTY-FIVE: A passage from a book that has touched you.

Well this is a hard one because I don't have any books with me here at college.. haha

I want SUNSHINE.

Its been rainging all day today! I just want SUNSHINE! O well cause there is only 39 days left until school is out so im pretty pumped! Im also pretty excited because I have been getting up at 10 to go to the rec and I like starting my day off like this. It keeps me energized through the day.
Also! Last night we preffed for moms! Im extremely nervous because Kelsey told me when I was taking her home that she knew who my mom was already and she was smiling and excited so i hope that means i got my number one! Im super scared. lol i dont know when I will find out either because its a surprise so it will be anytime between now and towards the end of the month. AHH! scary. haha

DAY FIFTY-FOUR: Your definition of love.

My definition of love is finding that one person that you can see yourself spending the rest of your life with. Love is when you can be completely silly and comfortable with each other and it only makes you love them more. Love is when you can do absolutely nothing together and still be having the most amazing time. Love is when you trust someone with everything you have and they support you in everything you do. Love is when you have been through the highest highs and the lowest lows and it only makes you stronger together. Love can't really be explained.. its more of thing that has to be felt to understand exactly what it is. My definition of love has the name of Tanner. :)

Disneyland Dilemma

Dilemma: (n.) State of uncertainty or perplexity especially as requiring a choice between equally unfavorable options.

This is exactly my problem. I want to go on this paid internship to Disneyland but there are so many reason why I shouldn't. The program would start in August so instead of taking fall quarter I would be working in Disneyland but one issue is that I only have until MARCH 31 to decide if I want to accept the program or not! thats only 3 days away!! and I owe about 800 for first time fees and all that when i accept. but also, I owe about 800 on APRIL 1 if I want to live in the GPhi house next year! so either way I will be paying 800 dollars in the next 3-4 days.
Im going to make a Pros and Cons list for disneyland. maybe it will help.

PROS:                                                                                                              

- This is would be the perfect job for me and I don't want to pass up the opportunity.

- I can decilne the offer but i would still be in the system so I could take the job at a later date. I think. lol they said something about it at the recruitment meeting thing. I would just need to make a call to check on that.

- I can get 3 people into the parks at one time for free so tanner, friends and family could come visit.

- I would be in California!

-This is one of the top things I can add to my resume and the whole internship is about networking with huge companies.

- I get paid about 10 dollars an hour.

- I get to meet new people from all over the world.

- I wouldnt be paying a ton of money to live in the Gphi house, or to go to the fall semseter of WSU.

- I can ride rides before i start working every day if i wanted..

- They said that the time spent in california will go by faster than anything you have experienced. which i think is true.

CONS:

- I would be away from Tanner, friends and family for about 6 months. which i don't think I'm ready to do even though they can come visit.

- Friends can come visit, but they have to pay for a flight there and back, and a hotel cause they aren't allowed to stay with me.  

- I should be living in the GPhi house next year cause not many juniors live in so I would only get to live in for like a semester.

- Im already behind in credits so I would be in college for 5 years most likely unless i spent all my summers in summer sessions.

- I'm already behind in Gamma Phi Beta stuff because I'm a new member and I haven't even made close friends yet and this is just going to set me back.

- money is due in three days and its a lot of money. lol

- Even though time goes by fast with me working there, i would not only be in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend, (which is already a nightmare.) I would be in a long distance relationship with my friends and family. I am with tanner every day. I cant even begin to imagine being without him for 6 months. Im not as strong as jade and all the others that have had to go through this. I just don't think i could handle it. I mean I'm sure ill get over it once im there but its going to make my time there harder when all i want to do is go back home. Tanner wants me to go, but he feels the same way I do because he doesn't want me to leave..

So should i risk missing out on a huge opportunity and stay in school and the GPhi house with family and friends, or put all that aside for a few months and take a great offer?

OR 

Amazing weekend!

I think I'm just going to make one giant blog for the last 4 days. ya. sounds good to me. lol I didn't have service all weekend or Internet connection so it was a little hard to blog. haha

Friday: we left at 3:30 to go to CANADA. which sucked to ride a bus for 7 hours but it was ok. so we ended up getting into town at like 10:30 so we wanted to go eat. this is the reason why i didn't like Canada..

we went to the pub to eat dinner and the waitress asked for IDs. so i told her i forgot mine and she asked if i could go get it and i said well am i not allowed to be in here if I'm 18 and she said no, sorry. so i got extremely mad because i just wanted to eat dinner with no intention of drinking. so i went back to the hotel and tanner followed shortly after cause he wanted to talk to the waitress. she said the only reason i couldn't be in there was because a cop could come in and shut them down for 5 days. whatever. anyways tanner and i walked to Denny's and ordered french toast slams and holy cow it was like a 30 dollar meal all together. Canada is so expensive! lol then we went back to Cody's room and hung out there.

 Tanner and I on the bus ride to Canada!

 Me at the border! haha definitely checking that off the bucketlist!

Saturday: set an alarm for like 9 to go to breakfast, got too tired and fell back asleep till like 11, got ready then realized the hot tub was open! so we put our swim suits on and told everyone to go in the hot tub. so everyone was in the hot tub drinking their drinks and hangin out. it was pretty fun! then tanner and i walked to get some food at a gas station and i ordered a bacon cheeseburger and they put a pickle slice on TOP of the bun. Canadians do things weird. haha so then we went back and hung out in the hot tub some more and met some old guys that were a little too creepy for me. haha then we got ready and went to our formal dinner! which was so much fun and tanner got some awards from his house. he got 'Guido Status' which is no surprise but he also got the 'Marshall Award' which basically means hes the most promising candidate. Good job babe! anyways, after dinner we were supposed to go clubbing but of course nobody actually made it to the club but instead tanner and i spent our night chasing Holly around the courtyard because she wanted to go hot tubing but we tried telling her it was closed. that was fun. haha

Me pretending to steal a drink. haha

            Tannner and I at dinner!                         

Sunday: we set an alarm for 8:30 to pack and get ready to leave cause the buses were leaving at 10. so i wake up to pounding on our door from Cody and Levi and that's when i realized it was 10! so we scrambled to pack everything up and rushed out the door to get checked out and ran to the bus. we almost had to pay for a really expensive taxi ride. haha so we drove another 7 hours back home.

 Tanner and I on the way back home.

Monday: Today, Tanner and I went to breakfast at 10 and headed to the gym to get some conditioning in. apparently the month of April is our month to become beautiful for summer haha everyday from now on tanner and i are going to get up early and eat breakfast and run. I'm not excited at all but i know its for the best to get me in shape. haha tonight we have our new member meeting to learn more Gamma Phi history and then after we are preffing for moms! I'm scared.. :/ after that we have informal chapter and then pledge pinning where we have to wear informal whites? also makes me very nervous. lol then after that i have to do some study table hours and then go to tanners to do our gen ed quiz. i don't like being so busy all the time!

DAY FIFTY-ONE: Describe your future wedding.
My wedding is going to be perfect. I don't want to settle for anything less then what I want. I know that sounds a little stuck up but I only get this day once and its always going to be a day that i remember for the rest of my life. I don't know any of the details of what I want my wedding to look like because I want to be able to choose these things with my husband. :)

DAY FIFTY-TWO: What is the most inspirational thing you have ever heard?
Ive heard a lot of inspirational stuff but I the words Believe and Dream mean the most to me. Everyone should have a goal in life and believe in themselves to make their dreams come true. I think anything can be made possible with the help of some goals and dreams. :)

DAY FIFTY-THREE: Your day in great detail.
Fortunately I just described four days in detail.

40 more days till school is over!

If your one of us, then roll with us.

DAY FIFTY: Your plans for the weekend.

Im not sure what our exact plans are but at 3 i will be on my way to Canada!! woo! haha Im super duper excited! except i realized this morning that my phone wont work in Canada. great. and hopefully there is free wifi in my hotel or i will be totally disconnected to the world. haha anyways, we have a 7 hour bus ride to Canada on charter busses and i think im going to die. lol i hate bus rides so im not quite sure how this is going to work for me. haha
tomorrow night we have our formal dinner! and night clubs! and the bars for everyone else! haha :( i hope i can get in or else i will be super bored.. lol sometimes i dont like being young!
Im glad that Aimee is going tho! it will be nice to have another girl i know there!

last night we got our sweatshirts! they are so awesome! i will post pictures when i get back or later today if i get time!


how cute is this thing? i want one!

It's beginning to feel a lot like SPRING!

It is a beautiful day in Pullman today! It's a whopping 52 degrees right now! :) I think I'm going to wear a t-shirt to class today. without a coat. :O

So I've been extremely busy this whole week and I know I've been behind on blogging.. so I'm making up for it right now.

DAY FORTY-EIGHT: Your life story in three words.

I asked Tanner what three words he would pick for me and he said: I'm With Tanner.
haha but I think I would pick: Happy Exciting Eventful. ha

DAY FORTY-NINE: Are you a lover or a fighter?

I think I'm both. Mostly a lover but when I need to stand up for something or someone, I will. I try to avoid drama and situations that make me a fighter because I would rather be lover. :) i like to love. haha

TOMARROW I LEAVE FOR CANADA! Im excited for this because I will be checking off something on my bucketlist. I've never been to Canada before and it's one of the places I want to visit. So I get to visit a new country, and have a wonderful time with my boyfriend and some pretty cool people. :)

Also, only 43 days till school is out! I can't wait for Summer! I can't wait for camping, tanning, swim suits 24/7, blonde hair, sunglasses, swimming, boating, relaxing, be with friends, traveling, and everything else that has to do with SUMMER!

I hope everyone is as excited about this wonderful weather. :) Have a GREAT day!